You are in my heart…. (Love Story Part 1)

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Early in the morning, as usual, I received a message on my phone, and as always, it was from Gulim…

- Assalomu Aleykum did you have a good rest… ???
Today, on Good Friday, the prayers made in it will be fulfilled… By the way, do not forget me in your prayers…

I realized more and more that I could not live in this world without this girl who had become the meaning of my life. Every morning in my prayers, I prayed to the Creator to share with us. As the days passed, there seemed to be no one happier than us in this world. Until that terrible day…

As usual, early in the morning another message came from Guli…
I like this habit very much. I opened the message in a good mood.

- We need to talk today… Every day at 16:00 in our place…

Nothing else is written. My heart sank, as if my heart felt something. I quickly called him. The depression of turning off the phone was even greater. With this depression, I started making the day late. At 15:30 on the way to our meeting place I picked up a red rose that Guli liked on the way. I came to our meeting place as if I hadn't arrived yet… I was obsessed. I didn’t even know how I lived until that 16:00 today. I looked around and my eyes were following his vision. From a distance, a smile ran down my face. I smiled for the first time today and to my surprise I realized that this smile would not last long. There was a kind of depressed sadness on his face as he approached me.

- Hello Aleykum, how are you?
- Vaaleykum Assalom good thank you. Why are you in such a depressing state? Where is this cake? Shakhlo's sad eyes do not fit at all…)))

As I handed him the rose he loved, he saw it and cried…

"What's the matter, peace?"
- Forgive me… Don't ask why we can't share, be happy Alvidooo…

With these words, I lost myself. My tongue stopped spinning. Is it that easy? If our 3 years of love ended with one word in a second, in my mind these houses would be constantly revolving.
When I caught myself, he was walking away from me…

- Stop…. Explain why you say that…
"I don't want to explain anything. Forget me. We can't share. Please leave me alone."

He said these words and ran away…
The world, which I still couldn't come to, seemed to be a net in my eyes… I sat down on the couch. Questions kept running through my mind
After a long time I regained consciousness and rode home. When I arrived I called him…
… After all, it shouldn’t be so divided that it doesn’t end easily. A long beep was heard for a long time. He didn't pick up the phone, I called again and again. Her mother picked up the phone

- Assalomu Aleykum…
- Vaaleykum Assalom Azizbek, my son, don't say anything, just leave my daughter alone, you can't share with her anymore, if you truly love Gul, forget her, don't call me again, my motherly respect,

When they said that and hung up, I didn't know how to call or go to him.
I felt like the night sky was swallowing me up and I was going to stay in the dark for a lifetime…
Tears welled up in my eyes as if I felt like I had lost him… I didn't know how I spent the night with the tears in my eyes… I only knew one thing
Now Barry is over… Now he won't come He left me alone in the hectic paths of life… Now I have to forget him…

I started living without it. It was very difficult to have meaningless and unhappy days. I slowly got used to it. Only the memories continued to torment my heart… Months passed like this…
One day I called… He called…

- Hello, how are you?
- Hello Bekzod, thank you very much
- Comrade Guli passed away today…